i never think of you until i see you

September 28, 1996   |   by oemb1905

 I never think of you until I see you.
 
 Then you piss me off with those
  evil turns.
 Cocking your small curving hips against my face
  as you turn aside.
 I see the backside of your night black hair
  and listen furiously to the soft steps
  those smooth feet make as  
  you trot home.
 
 I never think of you until I see you.
 
 Then you start talking with that
  bitchy attitude.
 And I want more.
 Knotting your lips up to deliver a  
  snap remark; always biting
  my feelings.
 Always luring that lustful side;   I want to
  tear you up like paper mache
  and starch you together so  
  you’ll string together in the right places.
 I want you as my doll.
 To control you like a disobedient
  child.
 
 I never think of you until I see you.
 
 Damn [Shit Man!] why do you to look so
  good!
 You talk like an innocent bitch;   lowering
  peoples defenses to strike at them
  like unknowing deer.
 One shot! then you cower beneath that
  shy smile and your black mane
  protects you.
 Who could be angry at you with hair that
  beautiful.
 
 I never think of you until I see you
 
 Until I see your eyes staring at me with
  that curious desire you used to
  have for me.  (what happened?)
 I know I’m the one who ruined the
  relationship.
 Guilty like a spider who trapped unknowing
  ants in its web.
 I’ve trapped myself and can’t ever leave
  my love for you.
 
 Yet still.
 
  I never think of you until I see You.